The first week we were home, every time I'd lie down or move my head, I felt like I was on a violently tilting boat. Jason went to work, and Nora was happily away at camp, but Grace was around and able to drive me and be my support when I needed a quick shoulder (or hand or arm or head) to grab. She took me to the supermarket and reached things for me when I was afraid to let go of the cart because the floor was shifting beneath me. When we went to visit Nora the first weekend, everybody walked at a snail's pace with me, and they only laughed at me a little bit when I moved like someone who'd hit the tequila bottle way too hard.
For week two, Grace went to camp, as well, and I was on my own. I hit my lowest point when I went to the drugstore by myself, and something about the fluorescent lights and aisles of stuff made me feel horrendously ill. I managed to get the toothpaste we needed, but then I ended up crying in my car in the parking lot, afraid to drive myself home and feeling mighty sorry for myself.
So...I've done a lot of walking since then, and I've been really grateful for a variety of public transportation options. I remember reading somewhere in my endless internet searches that this weirdness sometimes lasts about as long as the time spent at sea, so it's getting near the deadline, and things have improved immensely. Lying down still feels like an adventure, but I'm feeling vastly better. Grace is home again, so we went for a hike yesterday and I only needed to grab her for balance twice.
Anyway, we're home! And Pensive is in Tahiti for a while, so we'll be able to go visit her there and actually spend some time seeing more than just the customs and immigration offices. I don't know if the videos we made will ever be seen. I find that I am completely incapable of figuring out how to edit them or do anything with them. It's got nothing to do with my crazy landsickness, just my lack of technological know-how. Here's my absolute favorite picture from the trip, though. A little dizziness is totally worth it.
| Somewhere in the South Pacific |








